Chapter 9
There’s None Else Beside Him, Part 2
In this chapter we are going to continue
with the article There Is None Else Beside Him by Baal HaSulam. This article
contains the entire methodology of Kabbalah, all of the wisdom of Kabbalah is
included in this article. Even though we are picking it up from paragraph 10,
one of the qualities of Kabbalistic books is that even though it is a complete
system that takes a person end to end from their starting point the first day
of Creation in their will to receive, and in their condition of hiddenness from
the CREATOR, and reveals the whole of reality, the text speaks to a person no
matter where they are and at any point from the text.
So it doesn’t really matter where you enter,
it just matters that you enter. And entering means that you try to feel the
thought of the writer; you try to rise to his level and bring your desire to
know spirituality and to enter it into the text, and then you will be able to
feel yourself and your condition, and the text will speak to you where you are.
A man must always
try and cleave to the CREATOR, namely, that all his thoughts will be about HIM.
That is to say, that even if he is in the worst state, from which there cannot
be a greater descent, he should not leave His domain, namely, think that there
is another authority which prevents him from entering into holiness, and which
has the power to either benefit or harm.
This is the thing that the person must cling
to: that every action that occurs, all of the positive things that occur and
all of the negative things seem to hide the sensation of the CREATOR from the
person, that fill him with doubt and make him feel that the path to holiness is
blocked, that he should understand, that his thought should cleave to the CREATOR
in that it is only the CREATOR that does these actions with him.
There is only one actor in reality. This is
always the CREATOR no matter what our doubt may speak in our ear. No matter what
the will to receive may say, that there is some other factor, something in the
person, something in his environment, some force working against the CREATOR
that is causing this problem, that a person should never leave the domain of
the clinging to the CREATOR or the goal of why it is that they seek to bond
with the CREATOR and listen to the whispering of the will to receive.
The doubt is sent for a reason and it is
sent from the CREATOR. That is, he must not think that there is a matter of the
power of the Other Side (Sitra Achra), which does not allow man to do good
deeds and follow YAH’s ways; but he should think that all is done by the CREATOR.
The Ba’al Shem Tov said, that he who says
that there is another power in the world, namely shells, is in a state of
“serving other gods,” that it is not necessarily the thought of heresy that is
the sin, but if he thinks that there is another authority and force apart from
the CREATOR, by that he is committing a sin.
That is the definition of sin in Kabbalah.
The thought, that is, the conviction that there is anything but the CREATOR that
is acting in this situation because the person must always strive to connect
each event in life and their own inner sensations to the CREATOR, that
everything, every action is happening as a result of the CREATOR’s act, and it
is only the response of the creature, which is his intention in regards to
this, how it is evaluated. That brings a person closer to the target or farther
away from it. And that distance from the target, from attributing all of this
to the CREATOR, the closeness is adherence to the way, and the distance from it
is considered to be a sin.
Furthermore, he who says that man has his
own authority, meaning that he says that yesterday he himself did not want to
follow YAH’s ways, that too is considered to be committing the sin of heresy.
Meaning that he does not believe that only the CREATOR leads the world.
Even if a person thinks that their own
actions, that their own thoughts and choices are their own, that what they
sense as their own actually originates from them, it is as though the person is
an authority against the CREATOR, which is not so. Even the desire to come to
the CREATOR was placed in us by the CREATOR. Just as the left hand pushes away
through the descending of doubts, likewise the right hand awakens a person and
gives them the sensation that they are choosing to come to the CREATOR. It is
not the action; it is not whether we feel that we are being rejected by
holiness or are being drawn by it that is the issue for our progress. The whole
point is to understand that it is our attitude towards what is occurring that
will be the place in which our independence, our freedom and our likeness with
the CREATOR will appear and develop, not in the actions. And all of these
things that we consider to be external and internal are really an improper
perception. All of this is actions by the CREATOR and we are more or less in
agreement with it. We more or less assign all of these to the CREATOR and want
it to be that way, enjoy and return that knowledge to the CREATOR.
But when he has committed a sin, and he must
certainly regret it and be sorry for having committed it, but here too we
should place the pain and sorrow in the right order: where does he place the
cause of the sin, that it is that point he should be sorry for.
And a man should then feel sorry and say: “I
committed that sin because the CREATOR hurled me down from holiness to a place
of filth, to the lavatory, where the filth is.” That is to say that YAHVEH gave
him a desire and a craving to amuse himself and breathe air in a place of
stench.
If a person feels that they made that choice
themselves, that they are bad and they chose not to move forward towards the CREATOR,
that they wanted to satisfy their will to receive, as opposed to progressing
towards developing the will to bestow, that they messed up, this is also the
thought that they have some kind of authority. The blame is not on the person.
There is no blame. There is no responsibility in the action. The responsibility
is in the intention, and this is not to say that people go around doing actions
that we know from our society are illegal. We are talking about an inner state,
we’re talking about a movement within a person to experience something for
themselves as opposed to maintaining the desire to bestow. But the desire to
move in either direction is given by the CREATOR. The fault is not with the
person.
You might say, as it says in the books, that
sometimes a man incarnates in the body of a pig, that he receives a desire and
craving to take livelihood from things he had already determined were litter,
but now he again wants to revive himself in them.
Now remember, all Kabbalistic books are
written in the language of branches. To “reincarnate” or to “incarnate” means
to use a particular desire to identify with a particular need and a particular
delight, that is, its filling, and in this case, it is the reason for something.
Therefore, if a person “incarnates in the body of a pig,” that is to say, it is
a lower state than the state of a human. The desire is a desire for self-fulfillment
on the simplest kind of level of self-satisfaction, and the person already
knows because of their goal, that the goal is above the level of animal
desires; that it is a human desire. That what a person is attempting to do is
to develop a soul, which is the human level of spirituality. Yet he finds
himself taking sustenance from something that he has already determined was not
his goal. Still, it is not the man who did this: “The CREATOR hurled me down to
a place of filth.”
We don’t need to worry about these states.
The only thing that we need to do is to relate them to the CREATOR. That is
where our ascent is, that is where the path towards spirituality is, not in the
externals.
Also when a man feels he is in a state of
ascent, and tastes some good flavor in the work, he must not say: “Now I am in
a state where I understand that it is worthwhile to worship YAHVEH. Rather he
should know that now YAHVEH has fancied him, and for that reason HE draws him
near, which is the reason why he tastes a good flavor in the work. He should be
careful never to leave the domain of holiness, and say that there is another
operating force besides the CREATOR.
Awakenings are as big a problem as descents
because of the satisfaction. The problem that can occur within us as we
progress, to be satisfied at a certain level and remain still in that
satisfaction, and to lose a connection with the CREATOR and believe that, “well
now that I’ve had some kind of ascent, my intellect is full,” because when a
person studies Kabbalah, they become a lot smarter. You begin to see how
systems work. You incorporate the intelligence of the whole system in you
because you agree with it basically. But that doesn’t give you any advantage
over anybody else. You cannot progress in the Kabbalistic work or in the work
towards spirituality with any special talent. No special talent is required.
The simplest man with the proper attitude can reach the highest levels. The
idea that know one understands anything as a result of awakening is to “worship
other gods,” it is to believe in another force other than the CREATOR.
Anytime there is awakening, it is not
because you did something; it is because there was an action by the CREATOR,
the right hand of the CREATOR, drawing a person forward. But this means that
the matter of finding favor in the eyes of YAHVEH ORIH or the opposite, does
not depend on man himself, but everything depends on YAHVEH. Man, with his
external mind, cannot comprehend why and now YAHVEH likes him and after that He
does not.
That is actually the problem because our
perception of good and bad, and the reasons for things, according to our will
to receive, which really constitutes our mind, hides from us the real meaning
behind an action, that is, the Thought and the Love of the CREATOR and the
giving of that action through both the left and the right hand in which He
pushes away and draws us close, and uses this whole system of hiddenness. What
is hidden from us is the benevolence, the contact with the benevolence. It is
the degree to which we perceive the goodness that really constitutes our
connection with the CREATOR. This is what is called “revelation.” The
revelation is only to reveal the quality of the CREATOR, which is unconditional
love.
Likewise when he regrets that the CREATOR
does not draw him near, he should also be careful not to be sorry for himself,
for having been distanced from the CREATOR, for by so doing he becomes a
recipient for his own benefit, and he who receives is separated from the CREATOR.
So if a person falls and feels the distance
and starts saying, “I’m not going to make it; this isn’t good for me; this is
not working out for me,” this also is a detachment from the striving towards
the achieving of the will to bestow. This separates a person from the CREATOR.
It is the main acts by which the creature was separated from the CREATOR in the
first place. The will to receive puts us in opposite form, so we can never
achieve the bonding through thinking that I’m having a problem here in relation
to the CREATOR.
Rather he should regret the exile of the
Divine Presence, meaning, for inflicting sorrow upon the Divine Presence. One
should take as an example when some small organ of a person is sore. The pain
is still felt mainly in the heart and mind, which are the generality of man. Certainly
the sensation of a single organ cannot resemble the sensation of a person’s
full stature, where most of the pain is felt.
Likewise is the pain that a person feels when
he is detached from ABBA YAHVEH, since man is but a single organ of the Divine
Presence, for the Divine Presence is the soul of Yisrael in general. Therefore
the sensation of a single organ does not resemble the sensation of the pain in
general. That is to say that the Divine Presence regrets that there are parts
of it that are detached from it, which she cannot provide for.
(And that might be the meaning of the words:
“When a man regrets, the Divine Presence says: ‘It is lighter than my head’”).
If man does not relate the sorrow at being distant from YAHVEH to himself, he
is saved from falling into the trap of the desire to receive for himself, which
is the separation from holiness.
There is a collective soul, the general soul
of Yisrael as a whole. Adam ha Rishon, the original soul, the single creature
and the pain of the separation, is felt all through the creation (which is the
general soul in relation to the CREATOR). That pain is felt as suffering on
every level of creation. It is not just that the person themselves are
suffering. The collective as a whole, which is called “Shechina,” the Divine
Presence, the collective soul, it feels in every part of it our lack of concern
for the whole, that our reception and any of our work would be just like an
organ in a body that would function to its best ability and consider only the
health and wellbeing of the entire system. If we can feel our sorrow and
detachment on behalf of the sorrow and detachment of the whole which cannot
feel itself as whole, then we are not just thinking about ourselves, and this
prevents us from making that primary mistake.
The same applies when one feels somewhat
closer to holiness, when he is happy at having merited favor in the eyes of
YAHVEH ORIE, he must say that the core of his joy is that now there is joy in
the Divine Presence, from having being able to bring her private organ near
her, and not send it away.
It is the other side of the coin. Man should
rejoices at having been endowed with the ability to please the CREATOR.
A person’s happiness, should not be for
himself. Though he will feel the joy, he will feel the filling, he will feel
the closeness, it should not be on behalf of himself. This is what we need to
strive for. This is what Lishma is. This is what studying Torah and being
filled with the Holy Spirit is for, Mitzvot Lishma (for Her Name), which is not
“for myself,” that is the goal and that is what this enables us to do. My joy
will be in the fulfilling of life as a whole, that it can be connected,
reconnected, and then one is doing an action towards all of humanity, all of
spirituality and all of creation, and every action is on behalf of the whole.
This is the goal. Therefore, you have exactly the same attitude towards your
neighbor as the CREATOR does, and this is a greater similarity of form and this
is a higher level of bonding.
Although, the will to receive is necessary,
since that constitutes a person, since anything which exists in a person apart
from the desire to receive is attributed to the CREATOR.
We are the will to receive. We can’t escape
it; it is how we use the will to receive, that is what constitutes the person.
Yet, everything that is not the creature or the will to receive, everything
that is not that, is the CREATOR. It is all attributed to him. All action,
everything that we feel as outside, those are actions of the CREATOR guiding
reality to bring us to complete fulfillment of the Thought of Creation. Nevertheless,
the will to receive pleasure should be corrected to a form of bestowal.
That is to say, that the pleasure and joy,
taken by the will to receive, should be intended to bring contentment Above,
because there is pleasure below. For that was the purpose of creation, to
benefit His creations. And this is called the joy of the Divine Presence Above.
This is the meaning of “giving joy” to the CREATOR; this is the meaning of
giving joy to the Shechina.
For this reason, man must seek advice as to
how he can cause contentment above. Certainly, if he receives pleasure,
contentment shall be felt above. Therefore, he should long to always be in the
King’s Palace, and to have the ability to play with the King’s treasures. What
are the King’s treasures? A greater and greater level of the will to bestow,
this greater and greater similarity of form with HE who set the entire system
in motion. This attitude or desire will
certainly cause contentment above. It follows that his entire longing should be
for the sake of the CREATOR alone.
That is the entire system, and in it there
is advice as to how a person can deal with their attitude towards everything
that occurs in life, and through that, gain a perception of the greater
reality.
The book of Shamati is filled with articles
of enormous depth and power, and one can read these articles many, many times,
and each time, a completely different view and depth will be presented to a
person, and we will look at some other articles from this book as we go through
this series of lessons.
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