Chapter 14
Revelation and Concealment
You have heard us speak several
times about the ladder of ascent, from our current perceptions, limited
perceptions of reality, to all the way up the 125 levels until a person reaches
equivalence of form with the CREATOR. We can’t explain the fine details for
each and everone of these steps, for every individual is as unique spiritually
as we are physically. But it is important to know in general where a person is
aimed at, where we are supposed to go, what the attainment really consists of.
Baal HaSulam, in his Introduction to the Study of the Ten Sefirot
(spheres), covered a lot of very important, fundamental information. One of the
things that he talks about is the states that a man can be certain that he will
go through in the attainment of this higher perception. He breaks it down into
five states, and within these five states there are many levels, and this
accounts for the 125 that are spoken of in the ladder.
Let’s take a look at what a person
can expect to experience, and by doing that we will also be able to see
something about a very important component in the study of Kabbalah, that is,
why Kabbalists study in a group, where that exists on the path, why it is there
and how it helps us attain the states that are outlined here.
Here they are, laid out on a graph [referring
to a graph with the following layout: double
concealment, single concealment | correction, first revelation, second
revelation.] Here are the states that we go through on our path back to
the source of our soul.
In the physical world we find that
there are two major states: double concealment, and then when we pass through
that, single concealment. At the end of that state, there is the barrier
between the physical and the spiritual world, and the first state that we enter
in the spiritual world is a state of correction.
I am going to explain these to you.
After we go through that, we find that there is the first revelation—a high
level of contact with the CREATOR’s nature—and then finally the second
revelation—the conclusion of the path and the reaching of equivalence of form
with the CREATOR.
Let’s take a look at what double
concealment consists of. Baal Hasulam describes it this way: Double concealment
is concealment inside concealment. In this state the person doesn’t even feel
the opposite side of the CREATOR; cannot perceive anything as coming from Him.
He feels that the CREATOR has abandoned him, disregards him completely, he
attributes suffering to destiny and blind nature. Being confused by the CREATOR’s
attitude to him, man loses faith.
We’re not speaking about somebody who
is not on the path here. This is not the state of the world in general or of
the masses for whom the reality of the CREATOR does not exist in them as
anything really tangible or anything that motivates them. This is about a
person who is in a kind of an unconscious state in regards to this desire but
still finds that his life and its direction is becoming organized by a desire
to really understand why things happen to him the way that it does. So, that a
person feels that there is a CREATOR
but that he is abandoned—that’s already a relationship and it is already the
beginning of a desire. That’s why we call it “the beginning of a path.” And it
says that he “loses faith.” Baal HaSulam describes what the visceral sort of
experience is for the person.
When the person prays about his
misfortunes and performs good deeds, but receives no response. After he stops
praying he suddenly receives an answer.
That is, he is trying to have a
relationship with the CREATOR but it is based on his confused understanding. He
makes a movement towards the CREATOR. “After
he stops praying he suddenly receives an answer.” So, in his first
action, according to his understanding, nothing, the CREATOR is not there,
“abandoned me.” When he stops he begins to feel comfortable in his will to
receive. He receives an answer. In other words, the suffering that he had is
kind of mitigated by the fact that he is stuffing himself with
self-satisfaction. He says then: As the person begins to believe in the Divine
Providence and corrects his actions he is ruthlessly thrown back.
As he progresses on the path, the
response from Above that a person feels is a complete rejection, that is, a
loss of faith. And this is a force happening towards the person who wants to be
on the path but this is the way that it is felt by the person and As he stops
believing and he commits evil deeds, luck comes his way and he feels peace.
Money is gained by crooked ways.
In other words, when he engages in
his doubt, he looks around and he sees “yes, you know, the physical world and
my own kind of well-being…this is the way to go, this is where my satisfaction
lies.” And it seems to him that the people who aspire to the CREATOR are poor,
sick, despised, uncivilized, stupid hypocrites. Why? Because in his Kli, in his sensation, they’re nuts.
His experience has just told them there really isn’t anything there; that’s not
reality, those are dreams, let’s get real. Those who do not seek the CREATOR
seem to be prosperous, healthy, calm, clever, kind, amiable and self-assured.
He sees that the people who don’t
pursue this path that he was pursuing have a good life; he perceives them as
happy, and there are the props of his reality. This first level is called
“double concealment” because there are multiple aspects of hiddenness of the CREATOR
from the person, both whether or not the actions that are occurring in the
person’s life, the desire to meet with the CREATOR, and the fact that they’re
thrown back and cannot sense the CREATOR, whether the CREATOR is the author of
that because this person becomes confused and believes that the source of those
problems are the people around him, himself, society, all of that stuff. And he
also doesn’t understand why that is happening. So, the CREATOR is hidden to him
within his sensation by two screens in a sense, by two veils.
This is a period in which a person
reincarnates. That is, everything that happens, happens on the physical level,
and all their development is an unconscious development, even though they are
trying to get on the path.
When a person moves through this and
finally goes through these stages to a point where they begin to perceive
something else, that is, the Upper Force draws them through this process, and
through unconscious evolution and physical incarnations, into an incarnation
where they will now begin to work with a method that will allow them to
actually enter spirituality and remove one of the veils. Baal HaSulam describes
this state, which is called “single concealment” this way: The CREATOR is
concealed, i.e. He manifests not as absolutely kind, but as the one who brings
suffering.
In other words, the person is certain
that the CREATOR is the author of everything that occurs in life, but the only
thing that he can feel from the CREATOR in regards to his path is that He
brings him a lack, and what he calls “suffering.” So, he doesn’t understand the
CREATOR’s intention, though the reality of the CREATOR’s sovereignty is clear
to the person.
The person seems to see the opposite side of
the CREATOR, since he only receives sufferings from Him. He nevertheless
believes that everything that comes to him is for a reason, that the CREATOR
treats him this way to punish him for his evil actions or to lead him to
goodness. Thus, he strengthens his faith in the CREATOR’s supervision.
He doesn’t know—is this coming to
advance me or is this coming to punish me because of my inadequacies, my sins?
This is where the confusion lies. He doesn’t understand the attitude of the CREATOR
in the things that occur. The visceral description, how the person’s reality is
set up, is that. The person is poor,
sick and despised by people. He is anxious and nothing seems to be right in his
life.
He now sees that his situation is not
as good as the people around him, that is, as he perceived people in double
concealment—that he finds himself constantly lacking something, thinks he
doesn’t relate to people in the same way, nothing is working right because his
primary desire to connect with the CREATOR is very confused.
[ drawing]
Here, this is what you find when
people have run out of satisfying the first five desires, which is what happens
unconsciously in double concealment. That’s when the point in the heart
appears, and that is also the time when a person discovers Kabbalah. That is,
they discover that there is a
method of having a direct connection with the CREATOR and understanding Him.
And so, they become exposed to, it seems, maybe just by happenstance, they turn
on the television and they watch a program about Kabbalah and their point in
the heart starts to pulse, or they go to a lecture or they pick up a book in a
bookstore and they begin to get this information, that this is actually possible
and they begin learning a method.
This is called a period of
preparation because during this time, a person makes the kinds of inner changes
that are conscious. They start developing, using both the map of reality, that
is, the books, and the correct method which comes from having a teacher who is
in spirituality, a Kabbalist already in the spiritual world who can give
guidance to the person saying, “a little bit to the left, a little to the
right, this is the way to go, this is how to use the books.
There is also another component, a
very, very important component that a person must have in order to really make
the method work. But I’ll tell you about that later, once you see what is in
the rest of this map because you will see why this must be.
When a person actually completes this
method of preparation and penetrates the barrier into the spiritual world, he
enters a state called “a state of correction.” This is when the person loses
the confusion as to whether he has a direct sensation of the CREATOR or not,
and begins to work in the correction of desires, that is, the 613, 620 desires
(Mitzvot), become corrected
through a sensation of direct connection to the CREATOR, where a person begins
to feel the results of their own attitude and the difference of their attitude
towards the CREATOR in a reciprocal mode and corrects desires—613, 620—until
they come into alignment with the desire or the intention that the CREATOR has
towards them.
Here there is not that kind of not
knowing and validness that exists in first and second concealment.
[Tony drawing]
Here, in the double and single
concealment we have what we experience as free will. It is free only in that
we’re confused and we act as though there was nothing there. Here, past the
barrier, is where the real work in Kabbalah begins, after the preparation
period of working directly with the sensation of the CREATOR in a relationship.
Once the person has crossed the
barrier and begins to work with the correction of desires, what he’s really
doing is he has finished the preparation and he is beginning the work with the
books in the correct way, that is, in a revealed way. Actually this phase
includes both the correction phase and the first revelation of the CREATOR, in
which the providence of the CREATOR is revealed to the man himself. Baal
HaSulam describes this transition: Although
in concealment, the person’s faith in the CREATOR’s rule over the world grows
stronger.
This leads
him to books from which he receives the Light of correction and an understanding
of how to strengthen his faith in the CREATOR’s rule.
When his
effort to believe in the CREATOR’s Providence reaches sufficient measure
allowing the Light of correction to influence him, he becomes ready for the CREATOR’s
rule over him in the state of revelation. The CREATOR reveals Himself to all of
His created beings as the “Good and Kind One” in accordance with their desires.
In other words, the person begins to
feel not what he felt as free will through his ego, but as a result of his
desire to connect with the CREATOR, he feels one and the same thing as the
intentions of the CREATOR. It is revealed to him so that gap which we call
“free will” is removed and experienced as a fulfillment, not as a challenge.
And he describes it this way, what is viscerally in that: The person feels the CREATOR’s goodness,
peace, constant satisfaction, earns enough money without effort, knows no
troubles and ailments; he is respected and successful. He wishes something; he
prays and immediately receives it from the CREATOR.
The more
good deeds he performs, the more successful he becomes and vice versa, the less
good he does, the less successful he becomes.
What does he mean by this? Everything
that he perceives is satisfaction to him. He no longer imagines that there is
something outside of reality. He is not longing for something outside; it
becomes revealed within him. And the person sees the providence of the CREATOR
towards him; understands that, both that he is the author of it, and also why everything occurred, what happens
here that a person is functioning above time and space so that everything that
has happened before this point becomes changed. He sees not only the future, as
we like to think about people who can see beyond time and space. His
corrections don’t only move ahead into the future, but all of his past becomes
corrected as well. That is, he understands everything that occurred in the
unconscious level, in double concealment, and before that, the things that
befell him so to speak, all of those events that he felt as empty or bad where
he was mistreated by the CREATOR or by people. All of this disappears from him
and he understands precisely why this occurred towards him, and he can feel
this in a direct relationship.
When he has completed that, there is
another stage, an even more refined and sublime stage of the second revelation
of the CREATOR. That is, not only does he feel the CREATOR’s providence over
him, he feels it towards all creatures; he has exactly the same attitude; he
sees precisely what the CREATOR sees, wants what the CREATOR wants, feels what
the CREATOR feels and can see how this effects the totality of reality. And
this is expressed as “to love your friend as yourself.” By experiencing “love
your friend as yourself,” that veil is removed and the person achieves “love
your CREATOR.”
This is very important because this
is the goal. By seeing this, we can understand what a person needs here in the
preparatory stage. Here, in order to reach this state, a person has to begin
developing a method that deals with that state, the state of “Love your friend
as yourself,” the state in which everything is interconnected and functions
just for the purpose of the fulfillment of the whole. That’s not possible just
by reading books by yourself, or taking direct instruction from a Kabbalist in
spirituality. This is where a person makes the transition and creates a point
of true free will by creating their environment—they need a group, they need to
build an environment that will allow them to simulate this final state and to
understand that the books and the teacher and the events of life need to be
measured inside of what we call a game or a simulation.
Kabbalists study together within a
group, with very, very defined goals. This is the goal—the adhesion with the CREATOR
and “love your friend as yourself.” But if a person tries to achieve this kind
of relationship with the CREATOR and all of life without having the correct
environment, it is a completely moving target.
Our egoism will always play tricks on
us, because in relation to the CREATOR, how do we know really where we are with
the CREATOR? How do we know what His responses are like to us when we’re in
this stage of concealment? If we want to go out of concealment, His real
attitude towards us must be revealed.
And so, Kabbalists study together and
work together in a group so that they can learn the control systems of what it
is that they want to reach. It is just like when you train a pilot. You stick a
pilot into a simulator. What’s really in the simulator? It is a box! You know,
there’s a screen that sort of gives you pictures and represents every possible
thing that could occur when you’re flying a plane. Because when a guy is a new
pilot, you are not going to put him into a 747 and go “go on, just try it out,
see what happens.” No. you are going to put him into a situation where specific
events are going to happen, where he is going to learn what the controls are,
how to think, how to respond. Even though he is just in a box with a bunch of
electronic controls and pictures flashing in front of him, when he emerges from
this, he actually knows how to respond in an emergency situation, how to land
some place in Greece, he’s never been there, because he did it through a
simulation.
The group provides a point at which a
person gets immediate feedback because everybody who is working in the group is
only studying in order to reach a specific goal. The worst thing that could
happen to a person is that they get these things in their hands and then they
don’t understand what the actual goal is. Without being able to test yourself
against something that really shows you where you are in relation to your love
of your friend and in relation to the goal itself, that doesn't let you be
distracted by other things. That is a perfect environment for the development
of this one desire.
The problem is that when a person
comes to the work, the work of Creation, they come with a very small desire for
spirituality. They have a lot of physical desires and a small desire for the CREATOR.
But, when you group together a group of people whose desire is for the CREATOR,
then that inspiration fills a person. They don’t go out with only their own
desire, they go out with the desires of all of them. And “love your friend as
yourself” has great implications for both consciousness and its effect on the
world. One reaches love of the CREATOR through
the love of people because we are one
soul. So, entering spirituality cannot be done as an individual because
the awareness of our interconnectedness is the entry to the spiritual world.
And by working with all of these elements—the books, the correct Rav (teacher),
and the correct environment, which we have the freedom to create for
ourselves—it is by doing that that the Kabbalists can enter the spiritual
world.
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