Chapter 8
There’s None Else
Beside Him, Part 1
In this chapter we are going to look
closely at a Kabbalistic article, something that we looked at a few chapters
ago, but we are going to look at it in more detail. It is an article called
There’s None Else Beside Him. This article comes from a book called Shamati.
(Shamati means “I have heard”).
These articles were lessons spoken by
Baal HaSulam to his students and his son Rabash (Rav Baruch Shalom Halevi
Ashlag) was one of his students and he wrote what his father said, and he kept
it in a little personal notebook. This notebook was something that he kept with
him all the time. He had a few books that he constantly referred to and this,
the directions, the instructions and the words of his father he kept close to
him.
Rav Michael Laitman, and the teacher
of Bnei Baruch, was Rav Baruch’s personal assistant. He took care of all of his
affairs and was with him all the time. He was his direct disciple. At the time
towards the end of Rav Baruch’s life, Rav Laitman was with him. He was with him
in the hospital; he was with him during that process. During the time that he
had studied with him, Rabash had shown him many texts that he hadn’t seen
before and that hadn’t been shared with some of the other students, and Rav was
aware of this notebook, he had seen it and borrowed it occasionally to learn
from the precious things written in it.
When Rabash was on his deathbed, he gave
this book to Rav Laitman. Michael Laitman published the book, and it contains
beautiful articles describing the inner work of a person. A lot of the work in
Kabbalah is technical work; The Study of the Ten Sefirot (Talmud Eser Sefirot),
and other technical works, The Tree of Life and The Zohar, which deal with the
technical aspects of creation as well as the inner states related to them.
These articles, the book Shamati, they are specifically made for the student to
find himself, to identify inner states and to connect these inner states to the
technical work and the Kabbalistic work as a whole. They contain thought from
the highest level of reality.
This particular article, There Is
None Else Beside Him, it encapsulates the entire methodology of Kabbalah. There
isn’t anything that a person need to do or know or consider that is not in this
article. Rabash told Rav Laitman that it would be a good thing if he read this
hundreds of times. We will read it once today perhaps if we can get through it.
As we do, again, we are doing this only to attract Upper Light and all that you
need to do as we go through this is to try to connect with the thought and the
feeling of the author.
There Is None Else Beside Him
It
is written that “there is none else beside Him,” meaning that there is no other
power in the world with the ability to do anything against EL YAHVEH. And what
man sees, namely, that there are things in the world, which deny the household
of above, is because He wills it so.
In other words, there is one power,
there is one active force, there is one actor in reality. There is no other
authority, there is no other author to anything that occurs in reality, but the
fact that we see that the world is built in such a way that there seems to be
an opposing force, well this is done on purpose and it is for our benefit. It
needs to be harnessed; it needs to be understood, and it needs to be included
in our perception. It is deemed a correction, called “the left rejects and the
right adducts,” meaning that that which the left rejects is considered
correction. This means that there are things in the world, which from the
beginning aim to divert a person from the right way, and they reject him from
holiness.
The hiddenness of the CREATOR is not
a physical hiddenness, it is a Spiritual one. We feel perhaps He is not there,
or maybe “I believe in Him,” but the proof for it, we don’t truly claim that if
we saw Him stand before us, we already know this. We know that we are not
speaking about a physical proof, a physical reality. The hiddenness of the CREATOR
is hidden not just from our physical senses, He is hidden from our inner
sensation, our feeling of connection, our faith, our direct sensation in our
thoughts. He is hidden from us by our doubts. There is a quality of our inner
state, that when we are filled with doubt, then there is a rejection; that is,
there is a hiddenness. We feel that it can’t be so and that there is perhaps
some force. It is this sensation, this inner state of hiddenness where the
reason for things, or to feel that there could be any kind of a Divine Guidance
behind anything, our doubts covers it completely. This is the hiddenness of the
CREATOR and this is His method of teaching us and bringing us along.
This means that there are things in
the world, which from the beginning aim to divert a person from the right way,
and they reject him from holiness. It is built that way; it is part of the
design, this hiddenness of the CREATOR and this evolution towards the desire to
perceive the CREATOR. And the benefit from these rejections is that through
them a person receives a need and a complete desire for YAHVEH to help him,
since he sees that otherwise he is lost.
This
need is actually what Kabbalah defines as prayer. To a Kabbalist, prayer is not
words spoken. It is not something of the mouth; it is not the repetition of
things, words and ideas in a prayer book. It is a gut-level need. It is
something that has occurred in a person’s desire for which there can be no
other answer than the thing desired for. And the hiddenness of the CREATOR and
this action of the right and the left hand purposely create a need specifically
for the closeness to the CREATOR. That is, for doubts to be removed, for us to
rise above the aspect of our nature that engenders these doubts. And that’s the
benefit. This is called “a correction,” this development of this desire. And
what is it that happens? How is this benefit felt for a person?
Not
only does he not progress in his work, but he sees that he regresses, and he
lacks the strength to observe Torah and Mitzvot even if not for Her name.
So
we know that the goal is to be able to be like the CREATOR, to create an inner
similarity of form of intention towards the CREATOR, which would be to bestow
without thought of self, without that need, to be completely in bestowal which
is called, “for Her Sake (Lishma).” But a person can’t even come close to that in
the physical sense, so that the sensation that is teaching them and evolving
them and building the need is a sensation that they can’t even accomplish this
work even if not for Her name, that is, even for themselves they can’t do it.
The rejection and doubt off sharing is so compelling and it is part of the
nature of the selfish ego, it happens naturally, it is one hand and then the
next hand, one hand and the next.
When
this happens to a person, it is not happening because there is something wrong
with the person, it is happening because it is in the system and we are all
built that way. It is only by genuinely overcoming all our selfish nature, with
the help of the Holy Spirit and the Torah, can we create a new unselfish ego.
For each commandments is a fulfillment of a new ego that is contrary to our
selfish nature. That is why it is called a commandment, when we fulfilled them
in love for the One who Died on the Cross, the Holy Spirit help us to transform
our ego.
This
is the purpose of every individual, that it is not possible to deal with our
ego in doubt or through some other religious method. These two variations always
produce a hiddenness, a sensation of hiddenness, and that the only way that a
person can proceed to actually observe Torah and Mitzvot, that is, to become
like the CREATOR, draw close and bond with the CREATOR.
Man
does not always have the strength to overcome above his selfish reason, most of
the time he is forced to deviate, from the way of the CREATOR, and even from
not for Her name. Human always feels that the shattered is greater than the
whole, meaning that there are a lot more descents than ascents, and he does not
see an end to his predicaments, and he will forever remain outside of holiness,
for he sees that it is difficult for him to observe even as smallest of
commandments, unless through overcoming above reason, but he is not always able
to overcome. What shall be the end of it all?
This
is the extent of the hiddenness and the need that it evokes in a person. It
comes to an extreme expression. That is, the more that a person wants this, the
more they truly desire this, the more it appears that they are pushed away.
This is a response similar to the response of a parent to a child who is
beginning to be an adult, you give them more room, you give them a kind of
independence, you step away, and the depth of confusion of that adolescent or
the young adult is an extreme situation and it is done as by a loving father
towards a child, this extremity of distancing.
And
what shall be the end of it all? [How is it even possible?] Then he reaches the
decision that no one can help him, but YAHVEH Himself. This causes him to make
a heartfelt demand of the CREATOR to open his eyes and heart, to bring him nearer
to eternal adhesion with YAHVEH. This is what eventually happens. A true prayer
appears within the person, that you can’t fool the CREATOR, you can’t say one
thing and really desire another. This is the kind of prayer that is answered
immediately because the CREATOR is the whole of reality and the force of
development responds to those particular conditions that allow for development.
That is, there must be something in the creature that allows a higher state to
occur for them, and that higher state only happens as a result of a deepening
need.
It
stands to reason that all the rejections he had experienced in his life, had
come from the CREATOR. That means that the rejections he had experienced were
not because he was at fault, for not having the ability to overcome, but
because these rejections are for those who truly want to draw nearer to YAHVEH.
In order for such a person not to be satisfied with only a little, namely, not
to remain as a little child without knowledge, he receives help from Above so
that he will not be able to say that Thank YAHVEH, he observes Torah and
performs good deeds and what else could he ask for?
This
action of the CREATOR, this rejection that was given to human, this doubt that
entered him was given to him by the CREATOR specifically so that he would not
remain still, so that he wouldn’t be satisfied with some sensation at a
distance, some idea, some belief, in other words, that he wouldn’t function as
a child in reality for long, or “oh, there is a EL and He will take care of me,
and if I ask for something then maybe HE will change HIS attitude towards me
and be nice to me and take away this situation.”
This
is the way that a child tries to deal with and manipulate a parent, but what is
it that a child can do to a parent that would change the quality of the love
towards the child? Even in the natural world, in the physical world, the love
of a mother or a father to the child, it encompasses everything for the child.
There is nothing that will change it. It is constant. So, for the person not to
remain this way would not be to him being satisfied with this condition, that
this force, both of drawing close and of pushing away, is to evolve us into a
spiritual adult. Only if that person has a true desire, he will receive help
from Above.
That
is the condition. Only if a person has a true desire, of course there will be
help from Above. It is not that the CREATOR changed HIS attitude towards the
person; it is that the person changed their need for the CREATOR. Their desire,
which is a vessel, opened a place in which perception of the CREATOR can occur,
so it does occur. It is a law. It happens. The answer to the prayer depends totally
on the change in attitude within the creature.
Humanity
is constantly been shown how his faults is in his present state; that is, he is
sent thoughts and views, which work against his efforts. This is in order for
him to see that he is not one with the CREATOR.
In
other words, this contrast of feeling rejection and thoughts of doubt, they are
not his. They are an action of the CREATOR on him while he is becoming a
spiritual adult, while he is growing. Specifically, the hiddenness comes from,
must be experienced as doubt and must go against his efforts no matter how
broad or how good or how precise he may have been progressing up until that
point. It must undermine all of that purposely. That is so that he can see a
contrast between where he is now in a particular state, and what he needs to
overcome above reason, where he needs to be next because to be satisfied you think,
“oh, I’m one with the CREATOR, I’m fine, I had this perception, I’m ok, I know
everything now, I have got some kind of religious belief system on this level.”
No, the CREATOR wants to create a creature and fill it totally with a bonding,
with the Light. It has to be unbounded. So, we have to see how unlike the next
level we are so that we build this need again to move towards that level. As
much as he overcomes, he always sees how he is found in a position farther from
holiness than others, who feel one with the CREATOR.
Human
on the other hand, always has his complaints and demands, and he cannot justify
the behavior of the CREATOR, and how he behaves toward HIM. It pains him that
he is not one with the CREATOR, until he comes to feel that he has no part in
holiness whatsoever.
A
person sees his situation change. He is not satisfied with the things that
others around him are satisfied with. He comes to a point of complete
preparation, that is, of complete doubt and complete despair. This is one of
the things that occurs, this is a preparation. It is despair towards the goal,
not a despair towards life, that life is not worthwhile, but according to the
goal that he has determined, his intention to bond with the CREATOR, he sees
that it is completely beyond his capability, that is, the capability of his
created nature in the will to receive, and his actions, his intelligence. It
can’t be done that way.
Although
he is occasionally awakened from above, which momentarily revives him, but soon
he falls into an abyss again. However, this is what causes him to come to
realize that only YAHVEH can help and really draw HIM closer.
Even
the enlightenment, even the awakenings that he receives will not do the job. It
must continue to the point where there is a complete need only for the CREATOR,
only for the Light. One has to really abandon this idea that there is something
we can do with our actions in this world. No action by a person will do
anything to advance himself spiritually. Only the growing inner desire will
change anything.
A
man must always try and cleave to the CREATOR, namely, that all his thoughts
will be about HIM. That is to say, that even if he is in the worst state, from
which there cannot be a greater descent, he should not leave His domain,
namely, think that there is another authority which prevents him from entering
into holiness, and which has the power to either benefit or harm. That is the
substance of doubt, that there is some other reason for this occurring, either
it is me or the world is conditioned in a certain way, my environment prevents
me, that there is something other than the CREATOR doing all of these actions.
That
is, he must not think that there is a matter of the power of the Other Side
(Sitra Achra), which does not allow man to do good deeds and follow YAHVEH’S
ways; but he should think that all is done by the CREATOR. The Ba’al Shem Tov
said, that he who says that there is another power in the world beside ABBA
YAHVEH, is in a state of “serving other gods,” that it is not necessarily the
thought of heresy that is the sin, but if he thinks that there is another
authority and force apart from the CREATOR, by that he is committing a sin.
That’s
it is only the giving up of the goal, of thinking that there is another power
that draws a person away, to make a decision that it is not only one force, it
is not all the CREATOR. This distance is called “sin.”
Furthermore,
he who says that man has his own authority, meaning that he says that yesterday
he himself did not want to follow YAH’s ways, that too is considered to be
committing the sin of heresy. Meaning that he does not believe that only the CREATOR
leads the world.
All
the thoughts that we have, all the feelings that we have and all of the choices
that we make based on those until we come to equivalence of form with the CREATOR,
until we begin to sense spirituality, every single one of these things is
placed in us. These are all actions of the CREATOR. Man has no authority in
this. Only his desire, only the growing of the vessel, specifically in a need
for the Light, this true prayer is the only action of man and the only thing
necessary to ascend.
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